Today is sad...

Thursday, March 20, 2008

It's Amy here... today I am sad because I am saying good-bye to the people that I work with. It is my last day at Ensign Chrysler and I am really going to miss a lot of these people. Of course... not everyone, but we won't get into that.

I just have a lot of mixed emotions right now. I have been talking with Nicole M. about a lot of this stuff that I am feeling and, as I suspected, it is all natural. It's just hard packing up your life as you know it and putting it into boxes and putting those boxes into a storage unit. A storage unit that holds my life as I know it right now. $100 a month at that!! Anyways, I am just struggling internally about everything. I am so excited for this new adventure and for what is going to come, for the ups and downs, for the new sights to see, for everything, except leaving all my friends and family behind. Never really realized how much I really would miss everyone until we made the final decision to go. The time is just passing so quickly right now and I am feeling overwhelmed with everything that seems to be piling up on my "to-do-before-moving" list. I am dreading packing my dishes... I know, just know it, that I am going to break something. My Dad would say, of course you will... you always managed to even spill your drinks growing up the second you would step on the living room carpet. I know I will do things wrong and make mistakes and probably forget some sort of important object behind that I really wanted to take with me, but I know I will get through this stress.

Not to mention, still waiting for our visa numbers to come through. I know they will come, I have no doubt in my mind, but as time keeps passing, doubt keeps creeping in through some crack somewhere. I don't even want to think about what is going to happen if for some reason they.... no, I am not even going to say it. They are coming. I know.

Okay... well I am going to sign off for now. What does this week entail? Sleeping in, cleaning, a little Monday night clubbin' to listen to Kyle's friend DJ and then a much needed/deserved vacation to Denver. Shopping. Hockey. Hockey. Go Avs!